i would have donated all my blood platelets i can to keep him alive.
shouldnt we have realised we always regret not doing something or have done something in life when we could have done it the way we wanted all along before someone tell us silently by leaving us? i know leaving us such an important message, he will gain entry to heaven and our prayers for him shall make him an angel above us.
the memories of you will linger on
2009 is here.
A brand new year has come too fast! :( i never got to fufil any of my 2008 resolutions and i only had three. -.-
i still remembered i was planning my 2008 resolution in Maths lesson and i asked my friends and lecturer about their resolutions, it seemed to be only yesterday.
A lot of things have changed in one year ( for me). Many things happened, people come and go.
Met new friends and loss some. I still cant excel in people relationship management no matter how much i try and the worse thing is i didnt try.
i thought turning 18 mean something significant, but i was wrong! it just meant you get tired more easily, you get more grumpy and thats about it.
I have drafted my new year resolution yesterday, im not sure if i will achieve them but at least i drafted them. hehe
Even as unhappiness start pouring on me, i know i will make it through 2009 ! :) :) :)
i wish someone will tell me she's willing to give up six charles and keith bags for my head.
i prefer the embrace of sunlight to the grandfather clock and wind.
JURONG ENTERTAINMENT IS CLOSING FOR ONE YEAR!
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Its our usual hangout because kbox is there and its so near our house but its closing closing~~~~
We are so going to miss the times we walked home after kbox-ing, movie-ing or library-ing!
I always enjoy the long walks home because the air is fresh and crisp and i like the smell the wind carries which i believe comes from the trees when its photosythesis-ing and the stars gazing while walking although you cant really spot any except those on the singapore's flags.
Anw, i had my last kbox session with sha zi mei today!
I love long walks with her because it was never boring. Her jokes are enough to keep me laughing the whole journey.
sha zi mei: "i've left something with you the last time"
me:"what?"
sha zi mei: "my heart"
hahhahahhahahhahahs
She's doing a demonstration to help me start a topic with a stranger.
Anw, i think Connected is really nice~
i thought i wasnt able to find a second person who hasnt watched it other than my sister but i found one ytd and two today.
random market findings.
i am like a kid sometimes but its okay.
I saw dtrm twice this week!
xing fu~~~~~~~
I love shopping with lijuan but i love her more because she is the only one on the planet who encourages me to pursue my ambition!
I cant believe she say we wont be able to do shopping in time to come because Sergent Kim will be too busy!!
(*heart meltsss*)
And because of that, im making the day after pay day Shopping-With-Lijuan-Day!
Thats something honourable okay, lijuan?
okay, its not like i dont love kbox-ing with you sharon but i will love you more if you stop teasing me!
i can believe when she said in future she's going to tell her friends hearing melody say she wants to be a policewoman is the best joke in her life.
(*heart breakkkkkkkk*)
But even then, im still seeing you every month for kbox okay, sharonnnnn?
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Im plagued by AFMS (Ageing Failing Memory Syndrome)!!
My memory is failing drastically, i cant even rmb the simple chores in life like brushing your teeth before you sleep. I was alr in bed last night and then after twenty mins then did i realise i forgot to brush my teeth. I actuallly lied on the bed for five mins wondering if i brushed my teeth.
Other than this, ytd i placed the empty sushi box on my bed after getting my clothes for a shower. After that, my sis went to take her clothes while i was ready for bed and she asked, "whats the box doing on my bed?" I took the to-be-thrown-away-sushi-box with me to find my hp and was ready to go to bed then my sis asked me the same qns again pointing to the same sushi box on the table. I actually left the sushi box on the table the next min i was ready to throw it away.
Not to mention the number of times i forgot to bring my phone out (esp these few days).
Im surpprised that i'm really good at forgetting.
My ambition is to be a
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policewoman!
Maybe someone will be inspired by me and willl want to be a policeman like me! :DDDDDD
I feel so happy having found my dream job (for now, it is ) , i hope it doesn't go away as fast as it has been found.
I may find my undiscovered ambition number 1190 tmr .
Till then......
This was taken because i thought the person needed a back view of me, i know it sounds ridiculous but actually the person needed a front view of me. Thinking back, who will need your back view for a job?
So, not wanting to waste the efforts of the photographer, this is here!
In correspond with my back view, ximei's and viina's backviews are here too!! :DDDD
The only way you'll look like this is if you cut the picture and staple it to your head.
Suddenly i wish to go back to Secondary School where i have nothing to worry, except Biology homework and whether Jefferey Tan fancied me.
I couldnt help but blog about ytd.
KBOX-ed with ximei was fantastic because we were bored and although we were supposed to go only on friday which means we have nth to do on fri but i sugested that we should visit the museum. :DDDD
After kbox, i went to bb to collect my mum specs but because i want save the money on a bus trip (its not nintty cents ok, its 2 dollars cos i have no more coins) so i decided to walk there from ximei house. There were actually two ways but being a little calculative and having thought that the way thru the dark is shorter i decided to risk my life and walk in the dark alone!
Its really scary at first when there's not even a single soul and i managed to walk for like five mins when i finally saw one figure walking up ahead, with all my might i chiong arh~~~
I was wearing slippers so you can imagine how no image i was with my slippers clattering and my face -.-
But at that point i thought, if someone were to be star-scouting for atheletes at that place, you will prolly see my face in the 400m relay tmr on channel 5.
Anyhow, i finally saw the first traffic light like ten mins later and cant help wondering if its really the short cut! One more traffic light to go, which is at his point of time i was considering seriously if i should overtake the man or should i actually follow him behind so if anything were to happen and when i shout he is there.
In the end, i overtook him cos he look like he thinks i'm in a hurry and purposely moved to the side so i could pass. :(
Within minutes, i'm alr beside bb ITE which was really great becos my primary sch, keming pri was just beside.
Its been ages since i last visited my pri sch and memories seem to be lingering at the sch gate waiting for their owners to pick them up. I finally slowed down and tried to pick mine up, have you?
The last time i went back was like 5 years ago which is like half a decade, a lot of things have changed indeed ( becos of renovations) but the memories i left remained where it was. The school logo is still the same as the one on my exercise book and the tagline was still "grow and glow".
Although i cant rmb my sch song(becos everytime i try to sing it will become dunearn sch song!), but theres like certain things which i still rmb. like the pledge was smth like, "We, the students of Keming Primary......"
SEEEEEEEEEEEE :DD
The school gate where parents wait for their kids is still widely open and i rmb when we were in afternoon session we have to sing the national anthem tgt with the pledge before going home so we were try to stay behind the queue so we could be the first few to get home. I know it sounds foolish!
and and and and and i rmbed the bigbigbigbigbig field which belonged only to the boys and girls were not allowed in. -.-
the pathway in front of the new gate(at that time), we planted flowers there as our CIP, the containers where we have studied when our sch was undergoing renovations but we actually prefered the containeers becos it is air-coned.
But i rmb once when were having chn tutorial ( i still rmbed it was p6) the teacher asked if anyone knows what follows after 失败....
And i made a fool of myself when i stood up volunterly and answered:
"失败是成功的一半"
but the ans was actually:
"失败乃成功只母"
But all was because of the tvee drama i watched the day before and you know i was still mumbling the exact sentence on the way to sch that day, so i was really glad teacher asked that qns. i thought i have a chance to impress him, well maybe i did in a different way.
While i was crossing the traffic light, i suddenly rmbed that time when i was almost hit by a speeding motorist. its partly my fault lah, cos i was socialising with my frends. At that time, i was with Vivien, Shirley and her mum. We used to be really good frens because vivien house was a 5-min walk fromm shirley house and my house was a 5-min walk from shirley house. So i used to visit Shirley house every afternoon and we will go to school tgt aft having lunch at her house. Her mum cooks really nice porridge and she would add a raw egg because i said i want on the first time but actually i dont really like raw egg in porridge.
However, i moved house when i was in p4 so i seldom visit her house since then. Not long later, shirley and her family moved to jurong west and transfered sch tooooooo which was when we lost contact slowly. I doubt she will recognise me now we have not seen each other for like seven years. :(((((((((
Alot of flashbacks happened at the back of my mind suddenly and i was actually smiling to myself when i was at the bus stop. I rmbed once i lost my Art bag on a friday and i only realised at night ok? you can see how dumbdumb i was then. So, my mum suggested i left it on the bus which till now i know i didnt so we went to the bus interchange to search for my bag to no avail. which is until monday morning on my way to sch and i spotted my red bag at the sch bus stop farr away so i ran like someone is going to snatch it away but i dropped my toot toot specs on the slope (like going roll down alr,ok?) so this really fierce teacher, Miss Tan saved my specs! :)
I still rmb my p4 form teacher is the same as my sis when she's in p4, and this continued untill p6 which is still the same. hahah.
I have a feeling they made me the class monitress because of my sister. And then i was the prefect in P6 because i begged my P5 teacher to make me one, i must be crazy. hahahhahas
But i am not reallly the impartial one, erm..... like when we were in p4 we have this dollars dollars game where our form teacher will give us money as in she printed them den for good things we do she will give us money, at the end of year they were exchanged for gifts . So, i was supposed to give names who were good in class but i didnt give the note book she gave me and i actually gave my good frens names. hahhahahs
but thats like only once, ok?
Anw, her husband is my cousin's teacher in another sch!
so coincidential!!!!:)
I thought about a lot of things on the way home and i actually find myself crying.
I misss those days when i was in primary school badly!!!!
And its really horrible how people loss contact with one another, i want to find back all my frens then.
Till then, ximei you are not nobody, you are my best friend. :DD
FREN: 谈恋爱.
thats probably the first thing hat comes to her mind. and undeniable, thats so sweet?
me?
after thinking abt tat qns for almost a yr, i have come up with ans like money from my parents for shopping, overseas trip , friends...
but for now i have only one ans:
天天天天开心的和我的家人度过.
-可是很难吧.
